reminiscing...

Seringkali....
Manusia tidak menghargai,
Sesuatu yang dimilikinya.
Seringkali....
Manusia lalai,
Menjaga barang kepunyaanya.
Dan seringkali...
Manusia mengendahkan,
Perkara di sekelilingnya.

Sehinggalah tiba suatu ketika,
Barang itu hilang dari pegangannya,
Perkara itu lenyap dari penglihatannya,
Bunyi itu tidak lagi kedengaran,
Dan masa itu hanya menjadi kenangan.

Di saat itu,
Manusia mula sedar,
Pentingnya barang itu,
Mulianya perbuatan itu,
Betapa berharganya waktu itu,
Serta kasihnya dia pada benda itu.

Namun..
Masihkah ada waktu,
Masihkah ada ruang,
Dan masihkah ada peluang,
Untuk menebus kembali segala-galanya....

*Penyesalan bukan jalan penyelesaian...
*Keinsafan perlu diiringi perubahan...
*Pembaharuan mugkin menjadi jawapan...

I once dedicate this poem to my friend, Alin, during our high school years...
It may sound unbelievable but I wrote it myself. Even I can't believe that I wrote it!
This one is a modified version which is longer than the original one. Hope you'll understand and enjoy it.

                            

Back in Action!!

assalamualaikum...
hey guys, glad to be back...
after a long and beautiful break, i'm once again back in west lafayette, my second beloved town in the world...(first one is shah alam btw...=p)
to my die-hard-reader, thanks for your time all this while...
and you'll once again spend your time for this post so lets not make it useless..

i have a topic which really interest me to discuss here in my blog but since i'm just back from Malaysia, let me share my previous 3 months break first and come back with that topic later or maybe in the next post insya allah...(so the topic should be a secret at the moment...let me makes you wonder what it'd be...)

first of all, i would like to apologize to all my dear friends who did not get to see me or did not even know that i was in Malaysia for the past three months...i hope you'll understand my condition and accept my apology after reading this post...believe me, you are all still and will always be in my heart...keep in touch and may you success in your study and your life.

before i went back to Malaysia, i have like a full page of things to be done during the summer break...things like meeting my old friends, visiting my old school, searching for chances to do community service, and even trying to join a martial art class...remember, i planned all of these when i was still in the States. but what happened when i got back? nothing of the plan exactly happened...and i thank God for that nothingness..you know why? because nothing from that full page of activities is spending my time with my family.. and alhamdulillah, that's what i did for the whole summer break..allahu akbar, allah knows better...
i did not plan to send and fetch my little brother to school everyday...i did not plan to drive my mom anywhere she wanted to go...i did not plan to paint my parents bedroom..i did not plan to visit my lonely grandmother...and i feel ashamed that i did not even think of helping my family and spending time with them...but God helps me by planning what is best for me and thats why Allah is the Great...no one but Allah.So basically my whole 3 months were just around my family and my house..sounds lame and boring but thats what i did and i'm glad i did it...

whats my point of telling all these? nothing than just to remind you that everything that happens in your life is 'something'...(can't find a word for that but i think you would understand...) whether it's good or bad, take it as a learning experience...and if nothing seems right for you, nothing happens like what you want it to be, just believe that Allah has planned something good for you..your life may not as good as your best friend, your neighbor or your idol but your life only suits you...(if there's someone out there can't understand this, allow me to rephrase it in bahasa...mungkin hidup kita x seindah rakan kita, x sesenang jiran kita, x sebagus idola kita, tapi ingatlah hanya kita yg layak melayari bahtera hidup kita...hanya kita insan yang layak memegang skrip dan watak hidup kita...and thats what makes us special...rupanya pandai gak aku berbahasa puitis...haha)

I've been wondering for a few minutes but couldn't find any idea to continue writing...so that's all i guess...hope to get the time for next post...because i still owe you my secret topic..hehe, yes this is not the secret topic i told you earlier...hopes for great comments and advices...adios!

BE THE BEST 'WITH' THE REST...

assalamualaikum...
finally, i have the courage to write something today...and it is all because of the boredom in this loooong spring break...haha
time xde cuti nak cuti...dah bg cuti bosan plak...mcm mane nak puaskan hati ni??

ok then, let's talk about 'SYUKUR'...
did you notice that all this while, you only look for the best in your life...the best school, the best university, the best place, the best gadgets, the best boyfriends or girlfriends, the best in every single thing accept for being the best...as if you'll get an award if you have the most hi-tech phones, or the biggest flat screen monitor, or the most charming bf than anyone else.. you got what i mean?
ahha, i know someone will say 'farah ni jeles sebenarnya'...yeah2, i am jealous...but isn't that your real intention?? to show off and make people adore and jealous of you for having the best thing? if yes, than you've made me jealous and well done!! but please bear in mind, riya' is a sinful act...(i'm using my name as an example only, im not saying that i have never show off or i'm sinless...i'm trying to remind me, myself, i and you...)
guys, can we be more thankful with what we have...(say it out aloud- ALHAMDULILLAH)...because a lot of people out there doesn't have the life as we live right now...muslims in palestine, iraq, afghan, thai, and even in malaysia...it's not wrong at all to have the best thing but it's not wrong too for not having the best...think about it...the best thing is, be the best 'with' the rest, not beat the rest!! and please take note, this is the context as an individual...it may not apply for being the best as a community...

ok, next...
i was really shocked with the result of our 2008 GE...alhamdulillah, it's a good shock!!haha...shah alam got new YB both in parliamentary and DUN....and we got  a new MB too!! omg omg, i can't wait to go back this summer...talking about the election, in shah alam, the key of PAS victory is the swing from the Indians voters...and not to forget, the hardwork of petugas2 days and nights...i'm very impressed with the indians...although the main factor of their votes is because of the HINDRAF thingy, but they've showed that they are not afraid of choosing a muslim leader...whereas the are still a bunch of muslims who are afraid of their own religion...nauzubillah...      

       " ya allah, tunjukkan kami jalan yang lurus ya allah, jalan yang engkau benar2 redai ya allah, dan sekiranya jalan yang kami lalui ketika ini semakin jauh darimu, ko pandulah kami ya allah, dan sekiranya jalan kami ini jalan yang benar, kau berilah kami kekuatan ya allah, dan kau kurniakanlah jalan ini kepada saudara2 kami yg jauh dari kebenaran...amin ya allah..."

as a reminder for me, myself, i and you, bear in mind that the world is near to its end...think of what we gonna say in akhirat soon if allah ask us about our life in dunia...please friends, correct me if i'm wrong if u still love me...and may allah love you guys.....it's not the time to be sad, but it's the time to wake up from dreaming and work for allah and islam...allah has give us path to show the non-muslims in malaysia the truth about islam...let show them how islam works and how we live our life...who's with me??!!

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fikir 2 kali sebelum baca....

awe: hello, assalamualaikum.

farah: waalaikum salam. hai awe, sihat ke?

awe: sihat.(dengan suara berbisik) eh eh, da ade pakwe?

farah: ish awe ni, xde soalan lain la. hehe, mane ade la. tggu awe carikan la.

awe: ha bagus la. tak usah berpakwe2 tau, nanti esok da balik, kejap je ade org meminang.

farah: ahahaha. ok ok.

awe: ok, jaga diri elok2. bye2.

farah: bye!

 

begitu lah biasa nye dialog aku dgn nenek ku yang ku panggil awe. jangan tanya kenapa awe, sebab aku pun xtau…haha…aku baru je melepaskan rindu di telefon kat family aku td…(thanks to hussaini dan void stunt nye…huhu)…dari situ la dpt idea utk post kali ni…

selalunya, sesingkat itulah perbualan kami. asalkn dia tahu aku sihat dan x ‘berpunya’, hatinya sudah senang…
so, basically pada post kali ni, aku nak cerita tentang nenek aku…=)
sambil2 tuh, ade pengajaran nya insya allah…please continue reading…

 

sebelum tuh, mungkin ade yg tertanya kenapa post kali ni dlm bahasa melayu…
hahaha, di samping cintakan bahasa ibundaku, aku taip dlm bahasa supaya post ni dpt disiapkan cepat…hahaha…kalau English, mungkin berjam2 akan aku habiskan utk siapkan satu post. lgpon, tgh banyak idea ni, so kene cepat sebelum idea hilang…hehe

 

ok2, berbalik kpd cerita nenek aku. beliau tggl di tgga batu, Melaka…hidup Melaka!!hehe…
kan kalau kite cerita pasal tokoh2 dlm karangan mase sekolah rendah, kite gune ‘beliau’…disebabkan aku respek abes kat nenek aku ni, so biar la aku pkai ‘beliau’ ek…
beliau sewaktu kecil nya hidup susah…susah sampai aku pon x dapat bayangkan…huhuhu
Alhamdulillah berkat pengorbanan beliau, berkat itu turun kpd anak2 dan cucu2 nya…
mungkin kejayaan aku ni pon berkat doanya yg x putus2….alhamdulillah…

 

nenek aku pernah bercerita, beliau pernah berkahwin ketika usianya seawal 16 thn..
well, that’s normal at that time….not now ok…hehe. tp disebabkan belum pandai mengurus rumah tangga, perkahwinan itu tak kekal lama..bak kata beliau, waktu tu kawen ngan xkawen same je…

xpernah terlintas di hati beliau tentang rumah tangga selepas itu. tanggungjawabnya sbg kakak lebih diutamakan. walaupun sbg angah, beliau terpakse menanggung adik2nya selepas moyangku berkahwin lain dan kakak yg sulung berpindah ke tempat lain bersama suami…
dgn pelajaran setakat darjah dua, beliau bertungkus-lumus melakukan kerja2 kampung spt bersawah, menganyam tikar, etc demi sesuap nasi. juga utk menyara persekolahan adik2 nya….

 

sehinggalah suatu hari, arwah atukku yg bekerja sbg askar british singgah di kampong nenekku.
fyi, askar british berpengkalan di singapura…tetapi begitulah jodoh, jauh mcm mane pon insya allah tetap dipertemukan oleh allah..so dipendekkan cerita, mereka berkahwin, berpindah ke singapura dan mulai saat itu, hidup nenek ku semakin senang…fuh, happy ending kan…

 

well, impikan happy ending mcm tu?? jap2, itu baru satu dlm seribu…banyak lg kesudahan yg lebih best, gembira dan exciting…semuanya di janjikan allah utk hambanya yg berusaha…eh, bukan tu je, kene beriman dan beramal soleh gak…jangan usaha dunia je, kerana dunia sementara…hurm, faham??

 

ok2, ade lagi ni…please continue reading…

kenapa cerita aku ni mcm x berkaitan ek…hurm…sebenarnya baru mukaddimah…hehe
main point aku adalah nak sentuh bab pakwe, kapel, kawen….
kenapa?? hahahaha…itu hak setiap insan kan…well, menulis kat blog pon hak setiap insan gak…huhuhu
aku hampir habis baca buku TENTANG CINTA pinjaman dari paan…hish, aku yg x berpakwe lak baca kan…ye r, orang lain da ade, aku xberpunya lagi…so kene la menimba ilmu cinta sbb orang lain semua dah tggi ilmunya utk bercinta…ahahaha, sorry tersarcastic…tersengaja kowt…
kaitan ngan cerita nenek aku tuh, aku nak tunjuk yang jodoh tu x kemana…ko duduk la hujung dunia pown(kalau ade r), kalau da jodoh tu insya allah jumpe nye…xperlu risau…
lpas tu aku nak tekankan, kalau kita x rase kesusahan, kita xkan rasa manisnya hasil tuh…
contohnya, kalau kita x rase susahnya menahan diri dari berjumpa, ber’sms’, berbual, berkongsi perasaan dan mcm2 ber lg lah, then manisnya hubungan tuh xdpt dinikmati…x caye?? cube lah…

 

sebagai penutup, aku tinggalkan korang dgn ayat yg selalu kita dgr tp buat2 xtau…ayat al-quran ni tau, tp disebabkan aku x brape alim pasal tafsir, ringkasan ayat tu mcm ni: perempuan yg baik adalah utk lelaki yg baik….so kalau rase kita x cukup baik lg, solat x terjaga, aurat masih terdedah, ilmu blom cukup, paham2 la ye…kerana pada aku, kalau aku x cukup baik, aku risau jodoh aku pon kurang baik mcm aku…
sama2lah berdoa pada allah agar kita sentiasa dibawah rahmatnya…amin…

 

byk lg nak cter ni especially pasal isi buku yg aku baca tuh, tp tggu aku khatamkn dulu la ye…
lpas tu, minta maaf la kpd sesiapa yg terasa secara langsung atau tidak langsung…insya allah yg terasa tu sebenarnya di buka pintu hatinya dan diberi hidayah oleh allah….so guna la petunjuk tu sebaik2nya…yg x terasa tuh, bak kata p.ramlee, xlame la tuh…ahahahaha…

assalamualaikum…   

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1st post in 2008....

salam...
well, since this is the first post in 2008, i'll make it short and simple...
i found this interesting website which make me proud to be a muslim!!
hope u guys can spend some time watching it...(u hav to!!)

(link)
(link)

what else...
class has started...oh god...really hope to get 4.00 flat...(which i fell kinda impossible after two weeks of classes...)
physics (2 years without it is heaven..), cal3,comp graphic,linear algebra, and microecon drive me crazy...thank god there's no more morning classes...(no more 730AM man!!)...all in all, my schedule is da bomb this sem!!

last but not least, i'll try to make this blog more educate and informative...
man, all the previous posts seem crap...(i'm not even smiling when i read it back..duhh)
and reading other people's blog (which talk about islam, education, moral values...etc) made me realize that i'm not giving or contribute anything in my writing...loserr!!

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okie dokie guys...!!
assalamualaikum...

Online Nikah!!!!

let me give a credit to athiyah coz i copy and paste it from hers...i think it's really interesting and you guys should read it tho it's quite long...enjoy!!

this online nikah joke mkes me laff hard..lol..got it copy paste from a muslim forum..perhaps ye couples out dere gettin married can try dis 1 out, aight? haha~

I'm getting married *screams* : aa
Abdul: wa
I'm getting married *screams* : what's going on?
Abdul: nothing much.
I'm getting married *screams* : did u get any word on the banquet hall?
Abdul: ugh
Abdul: i tried everywhere ayesha and every place was so expensive
I'm getting married *screams* : OMG!!!
I'm getting married *screams* : abdul!!
Abdul:
I'm getting married *screams* : do you know much it sucks to wait! we've been waiting to get this nikkah done for months!
Abdul: sorry
I'm getting married *screams* : omg this is retarted
Abdul: *retarded
I'm getting married *screams* : shut upp
Abdul: are you mad at me?
I'm getting married *screams* : maybe
Abdul: Well I have an idea (i)
I'm getting married *screams* : oh this will be good
Abdul: we can have an online nikkah
I'm getting married *screams* : a what?!
Abdul: yeah! it should be easy to do. i think everyone we need is online right now. let's get it done!
I'm getting married *screams* : oh wow
Abdul: come on, i'm sinning right now just typing to you. let's nikkah this thing asap!
I'm getting married *screams* : arright arright lemme call my abbu and tell him the story... that u r being stingy and don't want to book a banquet hall and just want to do it online lolzz
Abdul: lol
I'm getting married *screams* : brb
Abdul: k
I'm getting married *screams* : omg my dad agrees haha
Abdul: hahah i knew it. we're sooo stereotypical memons eh
I'm getting married *screams* : yeah lolz
I'm getting married *screams* : ok now what
Abdul: well i jsut explained to imam saab our ordeal. he has agreed to perform the nikkah
Abdul: *just
I'm getting married *screams* : phew

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" has been added to the conversation.

Abdul: Salam Imam.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : wut da
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : hu added me?!1
Abdul: Imam it was me. i talked to you about it in the other window remember?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : oh yeah
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : do u no da hole ish?
Abdul: sorry?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : fiqh man
I'm getting married *screams* : imam i dont think u should substtute that as a curse word
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : wha?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : LOL
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : no no i meant the fiqh of a nikkah.
Abdul: oh
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : hah yeah my bad.
Abdul: hmmm i know the basics.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : no worries ill talk u threw it k?
Abdul: k
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : first thing iz we need yo hunny bunny 2 leave da chat window
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : then we be needin her pops yknow wha im sayin?
Abdul: so she has to leave and bring her dad in?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : str8 up
Abdul: ok you got that ayesha? stay online but leave the window. and tell your dad to get online. i think he's on my list for some reason.
I'm getting married *screams* : lolz my dad? he doesnt use msn 2 much. arright ill let him know.

I'm getting married *screams* has left the conversation.

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : so where'd u 2 meet?
Abdul: oh u know. she liked to view my naseeb journal and i liked her profile. a few salams and some private messages later it turned into a full blown fest on MSN
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : aww man astagfirullah
Abdul: I know. thats why we're doing this nikkah.
Abdul: nice her dad is on

dr. khan (phd) has been added to the conversation.

Abdul: salams uncle
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" :
dr. khan (phd): haalo?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : duz da pops no da dillio?
dr. khan (phd): ajeeb
Abdul: hahah uncle i invited you in... you have to be part of the nikah.
Abdul: basically you are speaking on behalf of Ayesha
Abdul: you there uncle?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : damn dis nigga types slow. itz been saying "dr. khan (phd) is typing a message" for ages.
dr. khan (phd): Yes I Am Here.
dr. khan (phd): Please Hurry.
dr. khan (phd): Chai Is Almost Ready.
Abdul: lol
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : LOL wut a playa
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : anyhoo letz git dis sho on da road
Abdul: okay.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : arright first ting ... u 2 mofos agreed to get hitch'd yeh? none of dis wuz forced?
Abdul: yeah... it was all us.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : aight ... u have seen her b4 yeh? its good to no what she lookz like
Abdul: yeah she sent me a pic of her
dr. khan (phd): Ahh??
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : UH OH ... busted! lol
Abdul: no no she had hijab on its all good.
dr. khan (phd):
Abdul: heh.
Abdul: yeah.
Abdul: hey imam you there?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : a/s/l?
Abdul: WHAT?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : oh sorry man rong window lol
Abdul: imam! hahah. i thought you were married!
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : I am. slots #2, #3, #4 still open
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : heh just remember u 2 dawgs arent like hitched yet aight. dont get hanky panky yet till we r done aight?
Abdul: k
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : aight aight. we need 2 witnesses. 1 dawg & 2 dawgettes or 2 dawgs. either way man.
Abdul: I got two guys that aren't doing anything. They've already changed their screen name so they're all set.

Witness #1 has been added to the conversation.
witness #2 has been added to the conversation.

Abdul: sup gentlemen
witness #2: awwww man i didn't know his name would be capitalized.
Witness #1: Waita go idiot.
witness #2: stfu
Abdul: Guys! we have an imam present! and an uncle!
Witness #1: oh sorry.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : no worries dawg. inshallah that wont happen again ya hear?
Witness #1:
dr. khan (phd): Be Right Back. I'm getting my chai.
witness #2: WTF? the uncle is getting tea now!?
Abdul: well we can't really do anything until he gets back.
witness #2: dude omg omg. i got an exam tomorrow. WHO THE HELL DOES A NIKKAH ON A WEDNESDAY NIGHT?
Abdul: listen man you two were the only people on my list that were online so i asked you two to be the witnesses okay?
Witness #1: pipe down witness #2.
witness #2: i swear if i fail orgo tomorrow then your marriage will officially suck.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : yo dawg chill
dr. khan (phd): I am back. Let's begin.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : aight aight. we gotz da wallee in the hizouse.
witness #2: what is that
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : a walee is like the wife's dawg y'know? a guardian.
witness #2: oh
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : next up is two witnesses.
Witness #1: yeah i'm here.
witness #2: same
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : i take it u both are dawgs
Witness #1: as opposed to?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : dawgettes.
Witness #1: ummm yeah i'm male.
witness #2: ^ you sure fooled me.
Abdul: lol
witness #2: lol
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : LOL OWNED
Witness #1:
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : aight aight. yo dr.k u dere?
dr. khan (phd): Yes I Am Here.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : dawg u type funnie man.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : Abdullizo u gave yo hunny bunny the dowry right
Abdul: ummm i gave her some
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : good enuf. wut was da amount
Abdul: i basically just pasted 786 times in her window.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : lol dude that 786 ting is wacked
Witness #1: yeah but it's easy to hack into any paki's e-mail account. there's always a 786 in there somewhere.
witness #2: hey! it was you!
Abdul: shut up guys i'm trying to get married
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : ok dr.k.
dr. khan (phd): Yes?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : i need u to repeat this: "I, the brider's father and guardian, grant permission for ______ to marry my daughter ______ for the sake of Allah (SWT) for 786 in front of these two dawgs."
dr. khan (phd): I Have To Write This Whole Thing Out?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : naw dawg. just copy paste it.
dr. khan (phd): "I, the brider's father and guardian, grant permission for ______ to marry my daughter ______ for the sake of Allah (SWT) for 786 in front of these two dawgs."
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : naw dawg naw
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : u gotta fill in da blanks with bride and grooms name k

dr. khan (phd): OK
dr. khan (phd): "I, the brider's father and guardian, grant permission for Ayesha Khan to marry my daughter Abdul for the sake of Allah (SWT) for 786 in front of these two dawgs."
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : close. u just got it backwards lol.
dr. khan (phd): lol
dr. khan (phd): "I, the brider's father and guardian, grant permission for Abdul to marry my daughter Ayesha Khan for the sake of Allah (SWT) for 786 in front of these two kutai."
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : bam. str8 up gold
Abdul: now what?
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : well itz da sunnah to da a khutbah but i cant do 1 right now
witness #2: good I gotta study
Witness #1: Shut up witness #2.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : so we just cut to me askin yo suga muffin if she accepts aight
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : k abdul. get outta here so we can invite her.
Abdul: arright.

Abdul has left the conversation.
I'm getting married *screams* has been added to the conversation.

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : yo sup ayesha
I'm getting married *screams* : sup
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : k we need yo permission to be da wife of the Abdullizo.
I'm getting married *screams* : lol
witness #2: what does that mean????
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : good enuf
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : now ged outta here so we can finis dis shiz

I'm getting married *screams* has left the conversation.
Abdul has been added to the conversation.

Abdul: what happened?
witness #2: she said no.
Abdul: !!
witness #2: jokes
Witness #1: lol
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : LOL
dr. khan (phd): hahaha
Abdul: ugh
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : k now 4 da grand finale

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" has left the conversation.

Abdul: what the hell!?
witness #2: AHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Witness #1: best wedding ever.

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" has been added to the conversation.

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : sorry dawgs. got d/c
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : abdullizo, do u accept Ayesha Khan as u r wife for 786 blings?
Abdul: I accept.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : more.
Abdul: errr... I accept Ayesha as my wife.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : bam. str8 up gold.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : did da uncle n witnesses c it?
dr. khan (phd): Yes I did.
Witness #1:
witness #2:
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : k u n ayesha r officially married.
Abdul: yes!

I'm getting married *screams* has been added to the conversation.

Abdul: hey Ayesha. change your screen-name! we did it!
I GOT married *screams* : lol
witness #2: finally. congrats. i'm out. ws

witness #2 has left the conversation.

Witness #1: congrats.
Witness #1: may Allah (SWT) bless your marriage.

Witness #1 has left the conversation.

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : waita go playa.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : now to show da otha window sum love ws
Abdul: Jazakallah Imam.
The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" : np

The Imam - "Baby Cause I'ma Thug" has left the conversation.

Abdul: alone! finally!
I GOT married *screams* : not quite.
dr. khan (phd): Ayesha:
I GOT married *screams* : yes abbu?
dr. khan (phd): Congratulations. I love you. Once you are done with this chat please come downstairs to clean the kitchen. Khudahafiz.

dr. khan (phd) has left the conversation.

I GOT married *screams* : lol he could have just shouted. i'm only a floor above him.
Abdul: so now what?
I GOT married *screams* : oh ... you know

read this...

since a lot of people demand for a new post from me, here you go.....hope you guys can understand it tho there will be lots n lots of grammar errors...

so, let's begin with life at purdue....
life here is just the same like in msia...even better i guess...food is not a problem...many arab restaurants serve halal food over here and it gives me a new problem..there goes my diet...haha...know what, maybe your mom worries that you didn't get enough food over here, my mom, on the other hand,  worried that i eat too much...haha, so funny...what i've been noticing since i first came here is that the boys are really independent and well-behave...(not all, but most...) they can cook well, and the thing that i would like to highlight here is they are masjid-type-boys....huh, it's a usual scene in msia but not in the states i guess...i'm really glad that i have the opportunity to live here, in purdue without any bad influence(hopefully)...ok next, about the weather...it's sometimes hot, sometimes cold...but not yet extreme... i've bought my winter clothes tho...at wal-mart for just 19 dollar...hmmm, talking bout money, i'm broke!! i don't know what i've done with my money but i just left half from what i got...damn!!that's it, no more enjoying farah...so, what else...huh, lots of my friend ask me to find a white guy for meyself but you know what, they are not as handsome as you think...for me, i think their faces look the same...haha...i even admire blacks and latino (south america) more...but i believe a malay guy is just perfect for me...(i'm still single tho, but unavailable i guess...study first dude...sorry for all my secret admirers...haha)...that enough about purdue i guess... it's not interesting as you think guys...(just the shopping part makes me happy..=p)

let's move to the sad part...
i miss my family sooooo much....though i'm kinda tough girl, i sometimes feel sad and miss my family sooo much!! everything i do will remind me of them...i'll think of my younger brother when i'm alone because i spent most of my time with him before. i'll think of my mom everytime i eat, sleep, study etc...the al-quran reminds me of my dad because he is the one who gave it to me....i miss the laughter between me and my family....miss their jokes, miss the time we spent together and i'm willing to do anyting to see them again...so guys, if you're still near your family, appreciate those time because u might lose it one day...i'm not praying for that but just love them when you still can...ok, enough with this emotional part...

moving on to next part...
guys, i've switched to football now...no more english premiere league...it's totally college football for me right now...and you know what, purdue rocksss!!!we've won all 5 matches and yesterday, we defeated notre dame(i saw a banner written with 'notre shame'...haha...) and fyi, notre dame is a quite tough team...but purdue is just too good for them...haha...we are going to meet ohio state (osu) this weekend and although they are the 8th ranked team, they are in our territory, our home, and i know that purdue will win it...yeah, we will...i know some of you didn't understand all these, but just wait till you arrive here (esp for actps)..you'll find it interesting man...hah, one more thing...everytime purdue won, every touchdown worth 5% discount for purdue's clothing and i bought a sweater and a wind-breaker worth 60 dollars in total...it's 35% discount each...and i'm really proud everytime i wear them...that's when i felt myself part of purdue...haha...

finally, the end part...
tho i mentioned that living here is far better than in msia at first, i just miss msia...the rudeness of the people, the noisiness over there and even the peacefulness environment...(hope all these words exist tho i don't think they are...) it's just part of our culture, part of our life, the way we are raised...and that is why i believe, better is not always good...sometimes, the weakness makes our life interesting...you know what i mean?? in other words, i don't care about the fact that  americans are far more friendly and well-behaved than malaysians...i just miss malaysia and my life there...and i'm really thankful to Allah for giving me an 18 years of life in malaysia...appreciate yours my frens...

ok guys, that's the end for this blog...
please leave your comment on anything you would like to say...
it's fine with me if you wanna criticize me or my blog...
yang baik itu dari Allah dan yang kurang itu dari hamba nya ini yang lemah...
salam...
p/s : if there are lots of demand for a new blog, i'll write again...
forgot to mention shahida's name...she asked for it...haha...
till then, bye....

should i tell him...

I’m scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh
What if
There’s another one he’s thinking of
Maybe he’s in love
I’d feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don’t know what to do
I’ve been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can’t let the chance
To love him pass you by
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Touch him (oooh)
With the gentleness you feel inside (I feel it)
Your love can’t be denied
The truth will set you free
You’ll have what’s meant to be
All in time you’ll see

Oooh
I love him (then show him)
Of that much I can be sure (hold him close to you)
I don’t think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It’s a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume it’s place
This memory time cannot erase
Your faith will lead love where it has to go

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Whisper words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Oooh
Never let him go

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my first blog...

erm, first of all, i would like to thank to my friends for the great comments....can you see shahida, i spell all the words properly, like what you asked me to do...hehe.

so, what i'm going to write here is about my feelings of going back to intec tomorrow(actually, i plan to go back tonight)...afraid, tense,excited,happy,and wonder what awaits(huh, am i using the right word) me there in intec...

i don't think i'll be in the top classes(due to the terrible math result)...for sure...but surely i'll meet most of my classmate again right..haha. please don't mad ya eugenian...it would be my pleasure to be in the same class with all of you again because last sem was one of the most exciting moments for me(don't know what about you).....i'm not trying to be toady(apa and hana like to use this sat words) ok...

it will be great too if adfp and actp students will be combine in the same classes...hahaha(shidah and hana know the reason right....erk, not to forget, some of the boys too....i beg all of you, please pretend you don't know anything about it...lalala)...just kidding lorr..

in the nutshell(i use it in both of my essays during sat...haha), i hope i will do better in this coming sem, work harder,get a good result(appear in the dean's list..sounds hard but i'll try my best insya allah) and fly with all of adfp students to the states in august 2007...aminnn...

for the ytpians-arena,ali,pjah,zima,nisah,ann,noli,zura,ct,syidah,faten,fuzzy,kak nik,amiey,alin,alyaa,tya,gbah,nana,asma,ekin,jaja,lin,maziye,qilah,rehe, farah lee,faridah,jiha kobau(hehe..),intan,nuyu,sheema, sakinah and others(please forgive me if i didn't write your name....it just because i have keep it in my heart and afraid to lose it..hehe)       >>>>>please pray for me kay...friends forever...

p/s : shidah and alif need to leave a comment....others comments are kindly accepted...huhu.

testin' 1 2 3...

haha, tryin 2 write sumthin in this blog...

hopefully i can use it 2 keep in touch wif all of my frens esp when i'm not around soon...n the most important thing, i'm tryin 2 improve my english..!!

so, anyone who would like to correct me if i make mistakes, don't hesitate to do so...

haha, thanx a lot....